Tuesday, December 3, 2013

be strong beautiful iv

Reading make me happy.. i juz luv it...

Tuesday, November 19, 2013

Rasa Itu

Artikel ini ditulis dahulu..cuma diperap utk beberapa ketika.  Bukan tidak berlapang dada atau mendustakan rezeki yang ada..segala usaha telah dibuat untuk keluar dari sini sejak 2009.

Cubaan demi cubaan...

Alhamdulillah cubaan kali ini disokong tanpa halangan...  alhamdulillah.....

Banyak yang saya pelajari ketika berada di Jabatan ini... Semua Seksyen telah saya berikan perkhidmatan... Tapi xtertulis manis pahit berkhidmat disini.

Cuma yang saya musykil kenapa xde org nak tukar ke Jabatan ni??? bila dapat tukar ke jab ni mesti xnak... ini tidak adil.... sampai bila kami y kat jab ni boleh tuka???

Sekian terima kasih...

;(

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

1 thn berlalu

2 Muharam..genap setahun pemergian arwah abah... Ya Allah...aku rindu....

my eyes swimming in tears...

Al fatihah......

Friday, October 11, 2013

be strong beautifuoool iii

it's not about workload..i can coop & deal well with it...

it's about how u manage your bosses & your tasks...

Wednesday, June 26, 2013

wat hav u learn


Sape amik management mesti paham...

Friday, May 17, 2013

LATELY NI SGT INDEPENDENT...RASE CAM XDE LAKI JER...

Thursday, May 16, 2013

rindu abah


I miss u Abah.... Al Fatihah....

To all my cikgu

slmt hari guru...

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Final Exam

start 3 Jun 2013......

Ya Alllah..kau berilah kesihatan yang baik kepada anakku Mohamad Damian Addin sepanjang 3mggu peperiksaan nanti..amin....

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

sarapan

harini makan ubi rebus cicah sambal tumis ikan bilis RM2.50 beli kan medan suri

Ya Allah...sedapnyaaaa...lama betul xmakan

teringat zaman kecik2 dulu masa hidup susah dgn mak n abah...

paling seronok time hujan gigih cabut ubi kayu then rebus minum dgn air kopi... xpun mak buat goreng cicah sambal....


i miss my memory...

Monday, May 13, 2013


Monday, April 29, 2013

Hadirmu Hanya Persinggahan

26.04.2013 Mohd Firas Rizqin menghembuskan nafas terakhir di PICU HPP.  Kali terakhir macik dukung pada 21.04.2013...firas dlm PICU kardio.. merengek ajer..dukung xkena..letak xkena.. macik xtau nak buat aper..damien pun tgk jgk baby firas, tp smpi kt pintu PICU ajer..damien panggil2 baby firas..

hari rabu malam daddy damien ajak pg GH lagi..Firas xnak BF.. nak hantar botol susu n puting kat Firas..OTW ke GH kami beli kat outlet anakku, macik pilihkan sehelai baju tuk Firas since da seminggu lebih firas duduk PICU...

Mlm tu firas duduk wad C1.. nape tah tak duduk PICU.. penuh kot... macik perasan firas nmpk bengkak... muka, tgn2 habis bengkak.. jarum pun adik fitah suruh dr. cabut..tuka kat kaki sebab kesian sgt... the next day firas masuk PICU balik...

Jumaat ptg around 4.30pm daddy called kata jantung firas berhenti.. The doctors tgh cuba selamatkan firas... Allah lebih mengetahui... dan doktor sahkan Firas meninggal dunia....

6bulan adalah satu tempoh yang sgt singkat.. ... syurga adalah jaminanmu sayang...angah wani masih belum puas dukung firas..rasanya 2x aje..

macik agak sensitip pasal kematian ni....arwah abah pegi pun masih xdak kekuatan nak tulis...

Thursday, April 18, 2013

PLS SET PRIORITY TO YOUR JOB....titik..


Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Kasut Mak Ajah...

OMG..bulan ni ajer macik da beli 3pasang kasut...huhuhuhu... semuanya beli tanpa dirancang... Why kasut Mak Ajah?? hohohoho..ade cerita dibalik cerita...tula org kata, jgn cakap, nnt balik kat diri sendiri... Selalu macik teman officemate lama shopping jenama tu...coz macik xminat jenama tu..bg macik ni jenama org tua...tula org  kata mende y kita xsuka tu la y nnt kita mimat sgt2...hahahahahhaha...

1 kasut mak ajah = 2 kasut aldo macik....


Monday, April 15, 2013

My Sunshine

Mohamad Damian Addin harini berumur 2thn 10bln.. Dah pandai cakap...pandai menyembang..pandai mengira dan mengenal huruf..pandai menyanyi & menari..pandai baca doa..solat pun pandai jgk...pandai merajuk n mengusik org... ;)

Macam xpercaya sebenarnya coz lepas kejadian hitam dulu..macik selalu fikir mcm2..perasaan bercampur baur..takut semua ada...takut damien xmcm kanak2 normal lain...

Alhamdulillah..berkat doa kami ibu bapa..doa mak abah n keluarga n kawan2..kami berjaya melalui setiap fasa n peringkat pembesaran damien...  Walaupun penuh dgn apoiment peadratik, fisiotherapy, neuro, mata hidung & tekak, telinga..eh mcm2 la sepanjang membesarkan damien ni...Hospital swasta & kerajaan..dua2 kami follow up..Duit jgn kata la..berhabis mcm2...tu belum tambah kos ulang alik mengurut damien kat KL..

Kadang-kadang saya down..kadang-kadang saya nak give up..kadang-kadang saya memberontak..kadang-kadang saya merajuk..kadang-kadang saya menginggi suara..Thanks b, masih disisi walaupun tidak memujuk, tp sabar dengan karenah saya...tp itu buat saya lebih bersemangat tuk pastikan y terbaik..dari segi nutrisi, pemakanan, pakaian dan pembelajaran.  Saya sedar betapa susahnya nak bg y terbaik untuk damien.

Thanks kawan2 (Mazlina,Harmiza&Saiful) seperjuang y memahami kondisi saya ketika damien sakit n saya tidak dapat menyumbang time nak kene hantar asigment..Still derang masukkan nama saya.  Ambilkan n share nota2 peperiksaan.  yeay!!! ton ni kita konvo insya'allah....Gud luck tuk final exam akan datang ni...

Thanks Bos2 saya y memberi kelonggaran setiap kali saya ke hospital.

Eh eh..harini ter emo plak.. xtau nape..huhuhuhuhuhu lama xupdate perkembangan anak...

Wednesday, April 3, 2013

Be Strong Beautiful II

People cry, not because they're week, it's because they've been strong for too long..

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

i M.I.S.S u abah

Al Fatihah....

Dinner terakhir di Pan Mutiara..

Monday, April 1, 2013

BF journey

Damian 2y9months masih menyusu badan..tp dekat nursery dia da minum susu formula...tp klu kt rumah mmg fully BF lagi...klu malam2 mesti menyusu badan...xtau nak bg putus susu mcm mane..huhuhu...xsampai hati..kesian dekat dia sama...ade sapu asam jawa..dia geli tp klu dah xtahan..pagi2 buta tu dia belasah jgk menyusu walaupun rasa asam jawa....

Subuh td ade progress...xmau menyusu..nak milo..huhuhu..tekejut macik...dahla air panas xde...sib baik ade boiler..so bancuhkan milo tuk dia..n damian sambung tido...trus macik xleh tido sampaila pagi.. so macik ade plan..nak belikan susu coklat kat mian..xkan nak bgi milo aje kan..rosak plak gigi mian y cantek tu..huhuhuhuhu...

Harap dipermudahkan urusan cerai susu ini... n macik mesti rindukan moment menyusu damian... huhuhuhu... Ya Allah..hanya pada Mu aku meminta pertolongan n berserah... amin...

Friday, March 29, 2013

Be Strong Beautiful

last two days macik pg kursus komunikasi berkesan..owhhh..boring sgt but  macik gain new knowledge... sifat pendiam macik ni xkan bawa kemana... so speak up...but sometimes better to keep your mouth shut and appear a fool than open your mouth and prove it.  the real communication is the message received, not the message intended...kdg2 kita cuba sampaikan benda lain tp org faham mende lain.. n it always happened.  Dr Azwan also said always keep your words soft n sweet in case you have to eat them...or it is better to swallow words then to eat them later...huhuhuhuhu..yes i agree 100%.  Kind word do not cost much yet they accomplish much..


'EMPEROR,KINGS, ARTISAN,PEASANTS,BIG PEOPLE,LITTLE PEOPLE, AT THE BOTTOM ARE ALL ALIKE AND ALL THE SAME..ALL JUST ALIKE ON THE INSIDE AND WHEN OUR CLOTHES ARE OFF, NOBODY CAN TELL WHICH OF US IS WHICH >mark twain 1835-1941<

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Mak..nak sgt wani mengadu nasib... tp xsampai hati nak meluahkan kata2... hanya pada tuhan tempat wani mengadu...

Monday, March 25, 2013

Taman Syurga Abah

Alhamdulillah... sempat melawat taman syurga abah hari mggu y lalu... Kawasan kubur bersih dan tak semak... b cuma buang rumput2 kering keliling kubur...

Al Fatihah...

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

mengundi

saya di kampung FELDA SELANCAR sorang pangkah lain...

suami di kampung MAHANG sorang lagi pangkah lain...


nmpk gaya macik balik kmpung mengundi nek bas la gayanya...

Monday, March 18, 2013

Perasaan Seorang Isteri

pagi2 macik S.E.N.T.A.P bukak FB tgk gamba biras macik bergamba dgn perempuan..ada xtvt drif kat sonkla thailand... amboi2 bestnyer begamba peluk dgn perempuan2 model kete pegang payung kat sana... iskkhhh..terus rase geram tau...letak kat FB wife x tgk ke?... macik y tader kene mengene pun sentap tau...klu la laki macik da lama kene sound sedassss...

NOTA KAKI: ye macik agak kolot..xopen minded... of course macik xsuke laki macik pegang perempuan lain atau dipegang2 oleh perempuan lain..oh en suami sila take note nota ini yer...

Sunday, March 17, 2013

hari minggu y bosan

i'm done wit the trilogy last friday...

jd hari minggu jd bosan coz xtau nak buat aper...emmmm...

missing all my friends ;)  i think i need to talk more...

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

F.I.R.E



She's just a girl, and she's on fire
Hotter than a fantasy, lonely like a highway
She's living in a world, and it's on fire
Feeling the catastrophe, but she knows she can fly away

Oh, she got both feet on the ground
And she's burning it down
Oh, she got her head in the clouds
And she's not backing down

This girl is on fire
This girl is on fire
She's walking on fire
This girl is on fire

Looks like a girl, but she's a flame
So bright, she can burn your eyes
Better look the other way
You can try but you'll never forget her name
She's on top of the world
Hottest of the hottest girls say

Oh, we got our feet on the ground
And we're burning it down
Oh, got our head in the clouds
And we're not coming down

This girl is on fire
This girl is on fire
She's walking on fire
This girl is on fire

Everybody stands, as she goes by
Cause they can see the flame that's in her eyes
Watch her when she's lighting up the night
Nobody knows that she's a lonely girl
And it's a lonely world
But she gon' let it burn, baby, burn, baby

This girl is on fire
This girl is on fire
She's walking on fire
This girl is on fire


She's just a girl, and she's on fire


                                       my fifty shades

Thursday, March 7, 2013

i need to talk...

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Misi

Membawa mak ke Tanah Suci.... Suatu hari nanti insya'allah...


Al-Fatihah untuk abah...
 rindu abah...

Monday, March 4, 2013

reading

I can not stop when began to read ... three books to be finished, and I had done wit the first ..

kepala pung ding dong..xseda membaca sampai pagi buta..iskkhhhh..klulah semangat membaca ni sama dgn baca buku ilmiah, cnfm i score final ni..hohohohoho..

Note : Final exam 3-21 june 2013 wawawawa...sambut annv n besday damien dlm mood exam..xsuke!!

Friday, March 1, 2013

i am crying over the loss of something i never had

saya kembali membaca...menambah vocab y xseberapa... wish me luck...